Recently I have been suffering from a groin strain from trying to pull start a lawn mower that didn't want to start. Pulling and tugging on that string on an ever resistant growing machine I had to lean on the husband and scream that we need a new machine this one is finished. He reminded me that it used to have a push start but I broke it. Mind you years ago. Humans are awful where we keep injuring ourselves and others with a story. The pain never goes away. It keeps repeating itself. Angry, knowing that I got hurt from trying to start the machine I knew it was going to be a long haul. I felt the tug. I felt the shoulder, ribs and spine yell that misery was on the way. He started the machine, after several yanks and I was off. Mad, frustrated and happy to cut the lawn for close to 3 hours. Disappearing to the sound and walking 5 miles on a one acre lot of land. I punched. I spun and now idle against a cemented pole. I attended a 3 day virtual conference that challenged...